Oh crap. I totally forgotten about my 50 books challenge.
Too many "oh crap" moments today.
Duh.

Guilty Episode 6

Oh well.
It wasn't Miwa-san.
Meiko's accomplice is another guy.
I really don't have the mind to even suspect that wacko reporter (mianhae, Karasawa-san) could be her accomplice.
How stupid of me haha.
That's why I hate watching series with investigation theme.
It makes me feels like a fool.
I really do have poor concentration and thinking skills, but people wouldn't believe me.
Those who know me well would attest that I have really weird train of thoughts, cause it keeps switching around and people finds it hard to follow the trail LOL.
Bah, I'm ranting about myself when I'm supposed to write my thoughts on Guilty keke.
A-ny-way.
I couldn't help but think about this.
Since many mention that Mashima and Meiko can't get together, have anyone ever think about the possibility that Mashima might turns his back on the police and helps cover for Meiko's crimes instead out of this so-called pure love?
Or at least they can go on the run or something?
But Meiko is prepared to pay for her crimes once she's finished her revenge.
So how eh? So interested in seeing what the scriptwriter has in store for this series!

Thoughts on Guilty Ep 4 & 5

I wonder how the writer's going to untangle all the knots?
Watching these 2 episodes reminds me of Koori no Sekai (the one with Nanako Matsuhima & Yutaka Takenouchi) and Unfair (Ryoko Shinohara, Eita).

With the mysterious appearances of Miwa-san at every crime (o-kay, suicide) scenes, I'm hoping that Meiko's working on her revenge plan with him instead of being alone.I know, I'm twisted enough to wish that many people are involved in killing those SOBs.
Seriously, if I were in Meiko's shoes, I would've done the same thing.
I might not kill them, but I would ruin those SOBs until they feel like they have no more reasons to exist. 
And I seriously pray that the real culprit behind Meiko's imprisonment better be revealed at the end of the series instead of dragging it around like what Unfair did. XD

Hmm, now that Meiko knows about Mashima's real identity, I can't wait to see how the rules in their little "game" will change.

This dorama is definitely getting more interesting.

On Secret Garden

I think I'm loving Secret Garden.
The ending clips showing how the two of them manage their lives after the body-swapping is hilarious.
Seeing Hyun Bin's Joowon (who is really Raim) goes all cutesy around Wooyoung makes me laugh like a mad man ROFLMAO.
It's been a while since I watch Ha Jiwon unni playing this type of character.
Kind of reminds me of The Princess Diaries (the way her RI acts when people unexpectedly compliment her supposedly lowly self ).
Can't wait for episode 2 English subtitles (since my Korean is like so bleh, can't understand what they're saying).

Off to read Dengeki Daisy chapter 41's summary ;)

Tamra Island
- I used to have this until ep 8, but I can't find my raws anywhere XD So, I'll just redownload this for the sake of Seowoo unni haha.

Painter in The Wind
- I've put off downloading this title for so long, I didn't realize that 2 years has passed XD

Secret Garden
- Ha Jiwon + Hyun Bin in body-swapping chaos. Won't miss this one!

Marry Me, Mary
- Jang Geunsuk + Moon Geunyoung + Kim Jaewook. 'nuff said.

These 4 are my latest K-drama projects.
Still can't decide on which titles of J-drama should I adopt as my pet projects LOL.


edited - dang! I forgot about Joseon X-Files! Add that to my list too!  :D

Sungkyunkwan Scandal - Finale

Since I have a VERY limited knowledge when it comes to hangukeo, I choose to squeeeee and rant about the last 5 minutes of ep 20 since anyone could tell what happened based on their reactions!

I was like literally ROFLMAO (change floor with bed keke) when I watched Jaeshin in a very flattering RED-colored guard uniform, chasing after guess who, the BLUE Writer!

And the Blue Writer turned out to be a very cute young lady. I was still okay until Jaeshin started to shove the pamphlet to her face, pointing out her mistakes in writing the damn thing kekekeke. I mean that's more like what a teacher would have done, the way he scolded her and made the correction with blaring red ink kiki. I thought he was going to arrest her or something LOL.

And the last scene! O. M. G. I could never imagine watching a drama series with ending like that! When I read the summary done by a kindhearted cyber citizen, I thought Sunjoon and Yonghee were just making out. She forgot to mention that our bookworm, uptight Sunjoon was actually opening the red book given by their Yeorim sahyung while making out with his wife LOL!

Hmm, but then. I'm wondering, how did they survived living their double lives? Since SJ can't control his jealousy and they are professors in SKK.

Won't the students found SJ attitude towards YHee suspicious?

Or did everyone actually knows that YHee is in fact, a lady?

But then she still uses her brother's name.

If that's the case, won't anyone finds it weird for the 2 male professors to head back to the same home after work?

Hmm, they must have thought that since SJ's supposedly married to Yoonshik's "sister", so it's normal for them to "bicker"?

Wait! I just answered my own question. XD

Em, I can't fathom the King's action in burning the book.

2 men lost their lives to defend it.

Does that means they sacrificed themselves for nothing?

Man I need to watch the last 4 episodes with proper subs >_<

And I think they left too many questions unanswered due to time restraints.

This is one of those drama series that I would love to see get extended since there are so many stories to tell.

The sun sets.
The moon peeks.
The stars dim.
And the sky cries.

realization

I came to this realization on why I never really give my best for anything while I was watching a variety show on TV.

It's because if I gave my 100% effort and the outcome is nada/bleh/hampeh, I won't accept it as "takde rezeki".
Instead, I would blame myself 100% for not giving my 101% >_<

If I limit my effort: example of my case would be "I'll read the damn thing thrice and I'll leave the rest to Him", at least I can accept it as fate since I've spent some "energy" ^^

I actually forgot that I'm this kind of person, can you believe that?

It's so damn simple I couldn't understand why I can't think of this sooner.

I guess this is how I function so that I can protect my heart XD

I know, I'm crazy!

Saya nak laki macam Sunjoon, tapi nak muka macam Joongki/Ahin. (plagiat ayat fa, tukar nama jek keke)
Saya rasa saya memang ada soft spot untuk orang macam SJ, sebab orang macam SJ ni sememangnye mengajar saya erti kesabaran.
Saya harap SJ tak jadi overprotective sangat, sebab cukuplah saya ada mak pak yang overprotective lalala.
Ceh! Berangan tak boleh blah kan.

Saya suka jugak Jaeshin, tapi someone like JS is too much to handle. Ko emo, aku pun emo, dah tu hari2 beremo2an la kite ye. Dah la lambat bertindak, padahal dier yang tau banyak benda dari awal. Duh.

Walaupun Yongha sangat cumil, tapi orang macam dier buat saya break down je sebab hari2 kena makan hati tengok perangai tak semenggah dier.


Hmm, kalau tak dapat seperti yang di paragraph 1 tu kan, dapat someone macam Jeremy dengan muka Yonghwa bole gak wakakaka *larikkkkkkkk*


P.S. Siot jek 1 chapter pun tak lepas2 nak stadi. Serial procrastinator giler!

moyan mamat2 macho n jelita

saye nak meroyan pasal jaeshin jugak~
tp jaeshin da ramai peminat.
saye nak meroyan pasal yongha~
yongha pun da ramai bini.
saye nak meroyan pasal sunjoon la kalo gitu kot.
time2 org tgh busy kutuk dier bodo ni la bole amek peluang kan kekeke
takpun saye nak meroyan pasal yeonhee~
tapi karang kene cop lesbo plak. lalalala
dah dah, sambung stadi. 3 chapters lg. chaiyok!

Scandal

Twitter is so not good for my mental health.
Gatal jek tangan nak mengupdate semua menda sampai terlupa pasal betape bahayanye sharing is caring dgn overnye kat tenet ni ><

On the other hand, I'm in love.
Nope, more like in lust ROFLMAO.
Kenape wujud laki yg jauh lebey jelita dr pompuan?
Kenape wujud laki yg kulit lagi gebus dr pompuan?
Ai sangat-sangat dengki hokkay, Joongki oppa.
Yoochun ai tak heran sangat dr segi appearance.
Heard that he's a witty, playful, naughty, sly guy tho.
Ahin, wot a sexy lips and gorgeous expressive eyes he has. 

It's kinda tickles when I read Joongki's comment on how he should play Gul-oh, Ahin should play Garang, and Yoochun should play Yeorim LOL. Perfect terover kalau ikut personaliti, tp ikut rupe tak sesuai kakaka.

Crap, I really should be studying instead of rambling aimlessly XD
God, help me to focus solely on my studies T_T

Urusan tugasan

2-3 menjak ni, jikalau masa penulis tak dihabiskan dengan menonton pelbagai tajuk drama jepang, penulis selalunya boleh dilihat menggunakan pakcik Google tanpa henti untuk mencari jurnal, buku, dan juga artikel berkaitan.

Ini adelah disebabkan tugasan penulis untuk semester ini semuanye lahanat2 belaka. Sekarang barulah penulis terasa seperti seorang pelajar tahun dua yang bakal memasuki tahun ketiga pada semester hadapan. Masa untuk bersenang lenang masih ada, cuma jiwa sentiasa resah gelisah diburu tarikh akhir untuk serahan tugasan. Padahal sebenarnya lecturer semuanya sudah memberikan tajuk-tajuk tugasan sejak minggu pertama/kedua semester ini lagi. Cuma penulis sahaja yang buat2 lupa akan kewujudan mendealah2 tersebut.

Berikut adelah senarai tugasan penulis -

Principles & Practices in Management

- 2 events, satu di dalam UNiSEL, satu lagi trip ke organisasi di luar UNiSEL. Kedua2nya selepas raya nanti. Sementara itu, Mr. X (bukan nama sebenar) telahpun mengerah kami membaca dan summarizekan jurnal tentang topik pengurusan 2 minggu lepas. Selepas ini dia mahu kami bersiap sedia dengan satu isu terkini tentang pengurusan (kami perlu mendapatkan artikel dari akhbar berbahasa Inggeris dan membentang mengenai isu tersebut pada kelas2 akan datang. Yay sesangat XD)

Organizational Behaviour

- Mdm Y (bukan nama sebenar) mahu tugasan diserahkan pada minggu ke 12. Beban kerja untuk setiap minggu juga tidak banyak. Lecturer contoh untuk fakulti perniagaan kerana membantu pelajar memahami topik yang complicated dengan mudah.

Seminar of Current Issues in I/O Psychology

- Mini seminar pada minggu ke 9. Big seminar pada minggu ke 11. Kajiselidik untuk big seminar masih belum siap. Persediaan untuk mini seminar juga masih banyak kekurangan. Tu belum masuk lagi kena tulis report bagai lepas kedua-dua seminar tersebut.

Work Psychology

- Tugasan perlu diserahkan pada minggu ke 12 juga. Anda nampak bukan paten di sini? Kesemuanya perlu dihantar pada minggu ke 12, tapi kami semua jenis yang gemarkan adrenaline rush bila melakukan kerja pada saat2 terakhir.

Workplace Counselling

- Minggu ke 8/9. Terdapat kekeliruan dan percanggahan pendapat mengenai tarikh sebenar tugasan perlu diserahkan. Kami sudah mendapat bahan, cuma sedang mencari mood untuk memulakan penulisan sahaje.

Psychological Testing

- Antara subjek paling mencabar yang pernah dipelajari. Berjaya menewaskan subjek Sociology, Work, and Industry kelolaan Prof Z (bukan nama sebenar). Tugasan kami mungkin perlu dibentangkan pada minggu ke 12/13 kerana tajuk kami adelah tajuk yang terakhir ("happy" sesangat semua pun minggu 12). Oh, ada sesiapa yang tahu di mana kami boleh mendapatkan mendealah manual untuk Minnesota Clerical Test? Teman sebilik merangkap rakan sekuliah penulis telah berpenat lelah berulang-alik ke UIA, namun hanya berita buruk yang diterima. Kami akan cuba bertanya UKM, namun jauh di sudut hati kami, sememangnya kami rasakan test yang validity nya diragui itu sememangnya tak wujud di IPTA di semenanjung. Kalau di UMS mungkin ada kerana UMS turut menawarkan kursus yang sama dengan kursus penulis sekarang, tapi adakah orang yang ingin menaja kami ke sana?

Sekian,

maafkan penulis kerana merapu dan merepek serta meraban untuk entri kali ni.

AtLS 39

Perghh.

Anna is one insane lady.

And Megu's a fool for dancing to her tune.

Aja aja, Maria-sama!

Events-filled day

- Woke up at 8am, prepared to meet Prof at 10am, only to be told by a fellow classmate that he could only meet us at 11am. (minus 1, total -1)

- Went to see him at 10.45am, only get to see him at 11.20am, found out that he wanted us to bring hardcopies of our questionnaires instead of soft ones. tak reti nak cakap awal2? cakap suh emel jek! (minus 1, total -2)

- Since my group's part is the last one, had to went through like 80 questions and 1 hour before arriving at ours. And turned out ours only took 5 minutes to be reviewed. 4 questions were rejected due to the similarity of theme to another group's. We also found out that he didn't even make an effort to understand our generation's way of thinking. Boo. (minus 3, total -5)

- Bumped into my Japanese language sensei. Was asked whether I'm willing to participate in a contest. Was told that it would be next year. Agreed on spot. Sensei called at 7pm with the latest news, I ought to finish my essay before Tuesday. (plus 3, minus 1, total -3)

- 3 hours ride to home (bus, ktm, lrt, taxi). Cute kittens are still alive and well and making...mess. (plus 1, total -2)

- Met Kak Ling (haven't seen her for months!), chatted about all kind of issues (work, j-ent, gadget, the internet, trips, etc) for 2 hours. I really love the stuff on hers and her friends' works. Can relate it to everything that I've learned in classes. We have to stop at 9.30pm coz both my mom and her mom were calling us to get home haha. Received new dvds containing various jdramas and jmovies (plus 5, total 3)

- Still stuck with the task of repairing the questionnaire. Will submit it asap. (minus 1, total 2)



Still have an hour before the day ends tho ><
ANYTHING can happen in the space of 1 hour.

AtLS 38

Cis.

Just read Akuma to Love Song chapter 38.

While the mangaka still write Maria consistently, apakes Megu ala2 nak jadi alpha male pulak nih?

Rejecting her in order to protect her????

Sheesh.

We want more beta males please! 

And damn Anna. 

Kalau ku jumpa pompuan macamtu, da lame kene sepak dowh.

lagi lagi

Yey.

Sorang lagi kawan skola kawen.

Tahniah2.

Pasni nanti turn kawan kolej pulak.

Pastu kawan uni.

Beramai2lah memenuhi sunnah ye.

Beranak ramai2 demi kemajuan agama dan negara.

(aku bajet mesti orang akan bace ayat ni dgn nada sarkastik. but it's not :D)

Penulis sedang cuba untuk memberi 50% fokus kepada stadi. (50% lagi untuk aktiviti hiburan seperti menonton filem dan drama dan membaca novel atau komik)

Orang2 yang tak significant tak perlu diberi ruang dalam minda.

I'll survive without the likes of you :)

Tertekan

Gotta take my bath and continue editing the damn questionnaire.
Karang ade aku kopi pasta karangggggg

Eureka 4x01

Time travelling resulted in consequences to the group's original lives.

This eppy totally pwned!

'nuff said.

P.S. Mengambil keputusan untuk tidak mahu mempedulikan mereka yang tidak mempedulikan penulis. (macam ayat budak2 tadika kan? but who cares. asal penulis boleh hidup berbahagia udah ler). Penat hokkay nak tanye dengan semua orang samada semua orang mencik kite ke hape ke. Jadi, baiklah terus hidup dalam ignorance. Coz for sure bukan semua orang suke kat kite kan no matter what we do :P

Bleak Future

Haish.

Nampak gayanye sem ni macam bakal kene menghadap journal dalam kuantiti yang tinggi.

God, I hate reading journals. 

Bahase giler tahap dewa, bukak kamus pun tak tentu lagi paham.

Pastu nak kena keluar la pulak buat research bagai.

Setiap kali start sem baru, mesti kekacauan jiwa makin bertambah.

Tak boleh nak imagine camne keadaan mental bila kena buat project paper untuk final year nanti XD
Sebab tu aku cakap being I/O psychologist is so not in my career path.

Will try my best to attain that goal of mine (eh, penulis ade goal? terkejut!)

Macam kena start sacrifice masa & duit lebih sikit *sighs*

Confessions

1) I have no idea on how to be a good friend.

2) I dunno what I should do to maintain friendships.

3) I'm guilty for thinking lots of negative things about my friends.

4) I'm to be blamed for distancing myself from lots of people recently.

Conclusion?

I'm like the most terrible friend on earth.

Dunno why I still exist.

People do the right thing by running away from me.
Gee, just kill me already.

dear, dear jackasses

(￣□￣」)」☆ｏ(＞＜；)○”バカバカバカ！

I definitely have MORE to say to a LOT of people, but I guess this is a part of my "i'll be more patient" training regime; say as little as you can about things that can cause you stupid fucking headache and heartache.

(sorry, Ms RAN pointed out that the F & J buttons on my keyboard are too shiny compared to other letters, so I'll try to spout as many offensive remarks as I can.)

Otomen Ep 01 & 02

Notice that I finally stop using "Item" in my entry's title?

Apparently, I can't count. *shrugs*

Oh well.

Finished watching the first 2 episodes of Otomen.

My, my. 

I thought I was watching an hour long show when it was only like, 35 minutes.

Can't say I hate it though.

But am not loving it either.

The main character is cute and the story does offers us with occasionally funny moments.

(okay, and I think I may have a tiny crush on Masaki Okada - a bonus! haha)

I totally blame the draggy pace on the directing and editing :P 
It will prolly take a while before I can bring myself to move on to episode 3.

-ma favorite scene in episode 1-  

+ this is when Asuka was all ready to sew a torn teddy bear (since his mother's away, or else she'll have a fit watching Asuka doing something she deems as "girly"), when his mother suddenly called and he lets the machine answer. His mother went like "ha, I can see you I know you're playing with plushies you're getting ready to sew and knit ain't you stop looking for hidden cameras........... haha I know you wouldn't do something like that my son is a manly guy". The look on his face's priceless ROFLMAO. +

Item 26

From Tokyograph.

Kotaro Koizumi (31) and Saki Fukuda (19) are co-starring in a new mobile drama titled "Himitsu no Kankei ~Sensei wa Doukyonin~," starting distribution on July 1 through BeeTV.


Described as a love comedy, the story has Fukuda playing a high school student whose parents die, leaving her with no other relatives. She begins living with her homeroom teacher (Koizumi), leading to an odd lifestyle for both of them.

Geh.

The setting sounds like Meca Tanaka's Kiss yori mo Hayaku.

Okay, except for the marriage part, obviously.

Hope someone will upload the raw once it's available tho.

Coz I do have a soft spot for Fukuda and Koizumi :)

Item 25

 dalam benakku, lama tertanam
sejuta bayangan dirimu

Selalunya... kalau lelaki dan perempuan mengaku sahabat baik, salah seorang mesti akan ‘tergelincir’ – terlebih suka!

“Tak apalah, adik dah ada pilihan sendiri."
“Siapa? Pacai?” balas mak, sarkastik. Pacai tu teman serumah, sahabat dunia akhirat.
“Kalau Pacai tu perempuan, dah lama mak suruh kau orang berdua kahwin.”
Tawa Adil pecah.
“Anak Cik Fizah...” kata mak lagi.
“Makkk...” Adil mula memprotes, “Nanti adik pandai la cari sendiri. Mak jangan nak memandai apa-apa.”
“Iya... tapi kalau sampai tahun depan tak ada bayang-bayang lagi...?” ugut mak.

Hatinya sudah terlanjur ‘tergelincir’ pada Teja Aulia, biarpun mereka sudah tidak bertegur sapa 

II

Dan hati Teja Aulia penuh berbunga daisi apabila Adil melambai tadi. Namun rasa itu ‘dihibakan’ apabila Adil guna kata ganti diri ‘saya’. Jadi pada Adil, dia bukanlah Aulia yang dulu?

Adil hanya akan sebut ‘saya’ pada perempuan yang dia ‘tak berapa kenal’; ‘tak berapa biasa’; ‘tak berapa sayang’. Dan dia sudah termasuk dalam kategori itu!

Nampaknya hubungan dia dengan Adil sudah tidak ada bunga-bunga untuk pulih lagi 

* * * *

SYUD menulis ceritanya seperti ‘melukis’. Tulisannya berwarna-warni bak pelangi. Susuri persahabatan bertukar cinta dalam Untuk Awak Teja Aulia. Tentulah karya SYUD ini sebuah ‘lukisan’ yang cantik sekali!

*****

ISBN: 978-967-5118-35-7
Harga: RM20.00 (Sem. M'sia)/RM23.00 (Sabah/Sarawak)
Harga pembelian melalui pos/pesanan online: RM18.00 (mulai 5 Julai 2010)
* Mulai dijual di Pesta Buku Selangor pada 25 Jun ~ 5 Julai 2010.

Just received this synopsis via my email from Jemari Seni.

Waiiii~~~~

Tak sabarnye nak tunggu Julai.

Takpe Kak Syud, cerita mana yang tak cliche?

Yang penting cara penulis execute cerita.

Kan kan kan :)

Item 24

Hmm.

Cakap pasal IPTA.

Jujur aku cakap, kenapa majoriti yang tak dapat tu act macam IPTA tu segala-galanya?

Sure, the fees are cheaper. 

FYI, majoriti dak yang blaja kat IPTS tu anak orang biasa jek. 

Bebeh, what's the use of PTPTPU? 

At least you'll appreciate and work harder coz u know u're the one who's paying lots of money for ur studies. 

Se lagi, just because it's IPTA, tak bermakna mende yg diajar kat IPTA tu sangat curlast and IPTS pulak hina silibus dier. 

Maybe orang akan kate aku dengki sebab aku tak dapat IPTA (hey, I'm the one who choose to stop school/doing my dip. who knows where i would be today if i were to continue - haa, kan da riak lagi takbur seketika kekeke XD), tapi ada jek orang sekeliling aku kat UNiSEL tu yang terlebih layak masuk IPTA, tapi dorang datang UNiSEL atas kehendak sendiri.

Contoh? My ex-housemate. Grad dip engi poli. And all of us know that poli's grads senang giler nak dapat tempat kat IPTA.

My one and only roommate - dapat gak UiTM n USM if i'm not mistaken, tapi last2 masuk IPTS jugak.

Mende2 ni sebenarnye atas diri sendiri jek.

I notice that some people punye mentaliti memang narrow giler.

Se lagi masalahnye adelah kebanyakan orang just nampak satu jalan jek, minda tak tercapai nak tengok kat arah lain.

Critical thinking aku takdela bagus, tapi at least aku reti jugak la nak compare n contrast n buat my own judgment.

Do some research. 

It's not that hard with today's tech.

Sure, tak salah mengharap untuk keputusan rayuan.

And boy u're so wrong to say that pengambilan ujung tahun tak brapa kompetitif tu.

So so wrong.

Tapi kan, apelah salahnye sekiranye sambil2 tunggu keputusan rayuan tu, buat backup plan dengan cari tempat lain untuk study (kalau still ada rasa nak stadi la, if not, up to u).

It's not that I'm saying that you'll failed to attain the place, it's just that one have to be prepared for this thing u know.

Let me say this, kalau macam kat UNiSEL, you only need to either work and save about 2k (or ask from family, of course), and after that you can make do with the amount u receive from PTPTPU (not applicable for engi students tho, their fees are too high XD).

My housemate is like that. 

Setiap kali cuti semester dier akan kerja untuk kumpul duit untuk survive sampai PTPTPU masuk.

Dier belajar, makan minum semua sepanjang satu sem semua dier guna PTPTPU pastu.

Tapi kalau anda jenis yang suke nak tukar henpon/laptop/beli basikal mahal/bawak transport pastu member tumpang tak pernah bayo minyak/shopping baju, kasut, henbeg memanjang/nak makan sedap sokmo, memang takleh nak buat la kan.

Ok, ni aku tak tuju khas kat sesape.

Just my feeling after reading countless comments by my acquaintances @ FB.

To be frank, I have no idea how many of my oh, well, used-to-be good friends got into USM/other IPTAs.

Coz the ones I bothered enough to ask didn't even reply.

Ah, what a sad, pathetic life I'm having eh? haha :P

Oh well. I'll stop here.

Harap takde yang terasa hati, jantung, 
maupun paru-paru dengan entri ini. ( ｡･_･｡)人(｡･_･｡ )

Just my honest opinion based on my own experience.
And I sincerely pray for you guys happiness, and happiness is subjective ne :)

P.S. I did apply for UPU using my STPM, but no luck. So don't even dare to say that I don't understand how you guys are feeling.

Sekian.
＼（－－）／

Item 23

A~ah.
Baru dapat online hari ni.

TMNUT SCREAMYX ampeh!

Grrrrrrrrrrrrr...
Dah lah.
Iols nak pi baca latest chapter untuk Skip Beat *sighs*

Item 22

It's been a long time (3 years to be exact) since I discover a good title of manga.

The only one I faithfully follow is Skip Beat, and that because I LOVE Yoshiki Nakamura's works.

Recently, I decided to give Kimi ni Todoke a try, and I'm glad I did.

Kimitodo is a very sweet story that makes you want to be 16 again (well, in my case, 12 maybe? haha)

While I'm at Kimitodo, I just randomly updated my old collection of Ouran Koukou Host Club & Kiss yori mo Hayaku.

I realized that I've missed too many progresses T_T

Tamaki & Haruhi's getting cuter (although still dense as ever), and Ma-kun is still kakkoii as ever keke. 

Oh oh, and guess what, I've added few more shoujo manga titles to my collection.

I did try my best to avoid those with elements of yaoi/yuri/smut/etc (I might've taken some liberty with Hapi Mari & Private Prince tho wahahahah :P)

Oh well, I'm off to read Kaichou wa Maid-sama :)

Item 21

Recently I was hit with shocking news concerning my friends.

The first one.
A friend from KPMIM years whose blog I followed and whose situation I am aware of, lost her mother.

The poor girl, she has to face endless big trials of life.

I sincerely pray for the light to dawn upon her at the end of her dark-filled path she was forced to journey within.

The second one.

One of my dearest friends was involved in a car accident.

Apparently, she, the designated driver suffered the less physical pain (but most psychological one) among the passengers.

Her sister's still in the hospital and she's scheduled to undergo another operation.

This Author meanwhile, was in a total shock because this happened a week ago and I have no idea that I almost lose my friend.

This prompts me to ask myself, what should I do if I really lose someone who's dear to me?

How should I react?

What kind of thing I could've done to make the pain bearable?

Should I just distance myself before I become too attach to someone?

But if I do that, isn't that the path of a coward?

Am I a coward?

If I'm a coward, I would've abandon many things already and go wildly in pursuit of nothingness, no?

Actually there are more.

I just don't have the energy to write :|

I guess people can get the gist of it, eh?

Anyway,

When I reflect upon this matter, I realize that I'm capable of swallowing my pride repeatedly just to save relationships from being stomped to pieces.

And then I question myself, is it worth it?

Why in the world I want to keep being hurt for?

After I mulled over it for some time, I think I finally understand the reason.

I guess if you feel no pain, then that means one's not that into it. And when one's not into it, it's not worth to sacrifice your pride for.

I know I know.

I'm the world's biggest fool for only figuring this out now.

I believe my next quest will be this one -

to figure out my little sister.

And all this time I thought, "Now that my steps are positive ones, she'll continue to follow those steps."

A big NO I guess.

Another worm that I can't get rid of.

Post script - Entries after this will be about stuff I've read/watched. Promise!

Item 20

Kadang-kadang rasa macam menyesal pegi gatal apply kos berkait dengan psikologi.

Walaupun penulis bukanlah psychologist berjaya berbaju pink, tapi sikit-sikit boleh interpret jugaklah kan tingkah laku manusia ni.

*Tukar gear 4*

I mean WTF. Nak coverline pun agak2la weh.

Ko nampak tak ayat aku tu sangat obvious point out kat ko ape mistake ko yang give ko away.

Tapi ko boleh play along pulak, prolly thinking that I fell for your stupid reasoning.

Ko ingat aku bodo sangat ke? Ko ingat aku senyap jadi ko assume aku tatau pape eh?

Kalau aku tak faham kenapa ko buat camtu memang sia-sia la mak pak aku abehkan duit anto aku blaja psikologi hokkay.

A~ah, jelek sesangat dengan cara ko yang hipo tahap ke berape aku pun tatau.

To think that I used to back you up in front of others before.... *sighs*

Takpela, kalau ko nak jadi dewi hipo, aku pun bole jadi ratu hipo jugak.

2 can play that game baby.

I'm on.

*Masuk gear P*

Topik lain.

Sekarang rasa macam otak dah tak berfungsi macam dulu.

Jadi absent-minded giler.

Dengan jadi makin susah nak ingat mende.

Memorizing things used to be so easy for me.

Sekarang rasa terseksa jiwa nak mengingat.

Orang lain kena baca sekali, penulis kena fokus sikit2 & baca mende yang sikit tu puluh2 kali baru bole ingat.

Terasa macam dah tua giler dowh.

Item 19

I was going to write about Julia Quinn's 10 Things I Love About You (love it!) & Mao-chan's Boku no Hatsukoi wo Kimi ni Sasagu (sappy love story) just now.

But then when I log into my FB account (the only intention I have when I did so was to click "Like" for King/Queen of Procrastination page XD), I saw Mr. LMY's status announcing that the result for last semester's examination is out.

Thus, with my head pounding heavily I feel like someone hit me with a hammer repeatedly, I went to check on mine.

Syukur Alhamdulillah, everything's fine and dandy.

Don't have to repeat any subject yeay~

Anyway, I think I need to summon the mood to reply emails and messages from my friends soon.

I've been quiet for weeks and I feel guilty for not being able to get back to them.

I have no idea why, but this time, long semester break makes me grumpy and unhappy. *sighs*

Item 18

Been spending the last 2 days watching Atashinchi no Danshi.

Funny how it seems that the story works so much better if you watch it without anticipating anything.

When Atashinchi no Danshi ran last year, it was during this "ikemen" / "kkotnamja" boom and I was sick of watching series that were graced with too many good looking guys.

I'm in a different condition nowadays anyway.

I CRAVE for those ikemens :P

On the plot.

It's about this girl, Chisato who is homeless and being chased by loan sharks.

The guy who we all believe is her father, left the girl to fend for herself AND to pay for his 100 million yen debt.

Luckily, Chisato has this ability to influence people, particularly guys.

Thus, she has this group of self-proclaimed "Chisato's bodyguards" willing to run at her beck and call. (o-kie, that doesn't sounds right. But WTH eh)

So one day, while she's trying to run away from the sharks, a good looking old guy with horrendous fashion sense suddenly appear and saves her by paying the debt in full.

However, there's a condition, she has to marry him for a month or she'll have to pay 100 million to him, ASAP.

Oh, did I mention that that good looking old guy, Shinzo Okura, has 6 good looking adopted sons? (one's a minor, but still, he's cute)

She found out later that Shinzo tricked her; there are more things that has to be done before her 100 million yen debt is fully paid.

And Chisato's quest to fulfill the terms of the contract begins...

Brief review by yours truly.

Its wackiness kinda reminds me of Hana Kimi (The Japanese version, of course. These 2 share the same writer).

Those random scenes with the guys in the sauna were probably done as a fan service.

I mean what excuse do we have to NOT ogle pretty guys in skimpy towels? *sigh*

I like the twist where they revealed Chisato's real identity at the end.

That was nice, although the writer could have work more on the background story.

The acting by the cast need more work too.

Maki-chan's expressions' so limited that I have trouble dissecting what kind of emotions she's trying to convey.

Osamu Mukai - work more on your eyes dude. Your comic timing is good by the way.

Yoshinori Okada - overall, he's cool. People should give him more major roles.

Yusuke Yamamoto - it's hard to erase that image from Hana Kimi that he's imprinted on our memories (that's my own fault I guess? :P), but good effort anyway (especially in early episodes)

Koji Seto - this kid has big potential.

Jun Kaname - too bad this guy usually have a limited on-screen appearance. He's good in comedies.

Tomoki Okayama - aa, if you want me to compare the boy with child actors from Korea, he has a longggg way to go.
Koji Yamamoto - he rocks! He totally pwned the show!
In fact, I feel like AtaDan is more about Koji Yamamoto's Toki-chan, not Chisato.
Reiko Takashima - Thank God for bringing her into the picture, she's great (and so pretty!).

In a nutshell, if you're looking for something light and laugh-inducing, AtaDan is the answer to your prayer.

If you want something that meets your logic, go find something else.

Item 17

Just finished reading Some Girls Bite by Chloe Neill.

Currently on book 2 of Chicagoland Vampires, Friday Night Bites.

Can't help but to point out that Jennifer Rardin also use variation of the word "bite" for her Jaz Parks books' titles.

A~ny~way~

I shouldn't have put much hope on this one I guess.

I kinda expected something gory, added with some awesome kick-ass heroine, mixed with sizzling chemistry between the lead characters, and cooked to perfection with believable characters.

Hey, at least I was motivated to finish the 1st book without skipping any chapter(s), albeit it did take me 3 whole days.

(You wanna do the comparing game? I have you know that I finished Magic Strikes in 4 hours!)

So far only Ilona Andrews, Charlaine Harris & Patricia Briggs managed to maintain the awesomeness in their writings (read: I can stomach their writings only. Others? Have to be really really patient or really really bored motivated. Okay, fine. Others are not really my cup of tea. Happy now?)

Hmmph, I should switch to historical romance soon. 

Or else my mind might be overloaded with these urban fantasies.

Who knows how much violence I have packed within myself?
One shouldn't tempt the sleeping devil you know.

Item 16

I'm disappointed with Kinokuniya.
I tried to pre-order Magic Bleeds through their counter before, but they asked me to come back later since it's "too early".
Turns out I didn't have the chance to physically go to the bookstore due to unforeseen circumstances.
Was it that hard to just jot down what a customer need even though it's like 2 months before the release date?
And look what happens now.
They don't even display the damn book and only have it for customers who have reserved it earlier.
I feel like bitch-slapping that male worker!

*Doing some breathing exercise*

*Inhale-Exhale-Inhale-Exhale-Fuhhhhh~*


Luckily, Uncle Google & UnderGround Forum saved the day! (I'm also a bit disappointed with the lack of updates by #ebooks :P)

Found the pdf version @ UF (thank you Leandra, I owe you!)

Spent the whole night reading it.
God, how it worth the wait!
At this point, even if the new book will only be available in hardcover, I'll spend every penny I have to own it.
It's THAT good.
Usually after 2 or 3 books, the momentum will be out and we're left with screaming fans asking for refunds.
But the Kate Daniels series is getting better and better.
In fact, in my humble opinion, Ilona & Gordon packed too many things in a book when they can come out with like at least 2 books from events in MB alone.
Thank God we have writers who believe in fast-paced story.

Oh oh.

SPOILERS ALERT



Anyway, now that Kate is Curran's mate, I can't help but to compare this series with Patricia Briggs' Mercy Thompson.
Granted that Adam's not as hot as Curran LOL.
After all, the lion is the KING of the jungle hoho.

It's a pity that Kate's blood relatives are made up of psychopaths.
And dare I hope that Hugh will be proven to be a help rather than a menace in the end?
I think the combination of Kate, Curran, & Hugh will provide a higher chance to defeat Roland.

Em, I hope they'll resolve the problem between Andrea & Kate in book 5.
Why do persons have to choose sides anyway, stupid Raphael.


END OF SPOILERS

item 15

Rain check -> Can I get a rain check on that? (C2E22/B)

To upset the apple cart -> They upset the apple cart. (C2E22/B)

Gallivanting -> Your A.P. exams are far more important for you to go gallivanting around the weekend with you friend at the beach. (C2E22/C)


This is fun.
Will try to pay attention for more in other episodes.
Notice how it's usually Beckett who get to use the cool idioms and Castle is the one with the high level vocabs? :D

item 14

7/5/2010 - LET'S PLAY WITH IDIOMS DAY


Am in a pickle, in a complete shambles.

There's nothing else that I can do beside biting the bullet.

I must not be off with the fairies.

Because the jury is still out.

M's words:
I don't know if I make sense or not.
Or if I use those idioms in the right context.
The combination of idioms that I use above really reflects how I feel now.
It'll be okay I guess.
Since it seems like most people find it hard to decipher my so-called creative writing LOL.

Item 13

Cinderella Unni really reminds me of Piano (the one with Kim Haneul, Go Soo, Jo Insung).

The conflicts within a family tops the romance part.

The father who love every one of his children despite not being related by blood.

The children who can't get along on the surface, but in reality they do care about each other.

The almost impossible romantic relationship between the leads due to their circumstances.

Those tear-jerking moments that they seem to have in every episode.

Not to mention, tragic death(s), misunderstandings and more misunderstandings.

The reason why I like both is because I can relate with the characters, they're realistically built with real human beings as its models.

Take Eun-Jo for example.
I can deeply sympathize with her because I understand how she feels.
I really do.
She's the type of person who is afraid to show her real feelings because it makes her vulnerable, she feels like she'll risk a lot if she shows that she care.
Thus, she employs the "cruel to be kind" attitude towards people.

I hope the similarities between these 2 dramas stop here.
I don't want a similar ending.
I was bawling my eyes out after Piano finished.
And I think I shed enough tears to last for years because of CU.

Item 12

Episod 21 Castle macam sambungan daripada Episod 18 kot.
Macam out of pace pulak kalau 21 tu sambungan 20.

In ep 21, Castle said, "2 weeks ago, I saved your life, twice."

Takkan la in the space of 2 weeks tu 2 cases occurred and successfully settled kot?
Plus dengan relationship Castle & pelakon tu lagi in episode 19/20.
During that time dia takda pulak fikir perasaan Beckett, selamba jek lagi.
Memang macam momentum lari gila kot dari ep 18 bila tgk ep 19 & 20.
But still, nasib baik masih enjoyable lagi season 2 ni hehe.

Off to watch The Mentalist latest eppy plak :)

Item 11

Berkecamuk sekali perasaan.
Sampai hati dorang tak bagitau pun dorang dapat interview untuk UITM.
Kalau tak tanya memang tatau kottt.
Tapi seronok untuk dorang sebab dapat chance tu, bukan senang nak dapat duit MARA skarang.
Hope dorang lepas interview tu dgn jayanya.
At the same time, I guess this means we aren't that good friends anymore eh.
Dah kena excluded from the group hahahaha.
It's okay, less is better.
Easier to control, harder to get heartache.
But still, rasa kesut jugaklah hati.
Banyak pulak jadi peristiwa kawan2 kecewakan diri ni lately.
Ahhhhh nak kembali ke 5 tahun lepas can ar?

Item 10

Sebenarnya apa yg diperkatakan kat kawan-kawan ditujukan kat diri sendiri jugak.

Dah-dah lah fikir pasal mende dah jadi.

Sama-samalah kita ye.

Minta maaf sebab ayat yang keluar macam kejam.

Didn't mean it that way.


Anyway,
hari ni sambung belajar pasal hal2 nikah & rumahtangga lagi masa subjek Pengajian Islam.

A friend (Ms. F) asked, "berapa banyak budget ko untuk kawen nnt".

I told her, "aku nak nikah kat masjid je. takmo hantaran, takmo kenduri."

Ms. F : ko biar betul? wah jimatlah. aku rasa kalau aku kurang-kurang 10k kot.

Aku : *senyum* duit 10k tu baiklah buat down payment rumah ke drpd buat kenduri besar2.

Ms. F : betul betul. buat beli kereta ke kan.

Aku : *senyum lagi*


Ceh, padahal hakikatnye rasa tak layak pun nak mendirikan masjid hahaha (kalau ada rezeki pun I still want to make it as simple as possible. We have to be practical woh).
Which is why bila orang tanya I always say - you get married first, then I'll follow *sambil gelak2*

Jadi sesi luah perasaan la pulak ye entri yang kengkonon asalnya nak tulis pendek je ni.

I dunno, I think I know myself too well.
Even I myself am scared of myself, ni kan plak orang lain kan.
Ada meh yang boleh stand orang yang unpredictable lagi panas baran ni?
Payah kot.
Sebab tu lah macam jadi takut komitmen kot.
Takut amek risiko, pastu hati berkecai.
Ate katenye motto hidup pun - "mei you qi wang jiu bu hui shi wang"

Like what a friend told me, "ko tu bila nampak orang dah treat ko lain macam, ko terus jauhkan diri kan."
What a wise lady.

I like being friends, walaupun bound to get hurt sometimes, tapi sebab nama pun kawan, you'll do whatever it takes to get over it.

Kalau lebih dari kawan, I don't think I can do that.
Silap2 hal kecik pun boleh jadi punca retak forever.
Ala, macam dalam novel2 melayu tuuu.
Salah faham sikit jek, tapi melarat2 jadik 4-5 tahun tak setel2 hahaha.

To conclude,
sepertimana kata result kuiz yang baru dibuat kat facebook tadi,
"I don't need love for the time being"

Hey, but I need my family and friends okay.


P.S. Ms Nurul sangat sweet. Status yang Ms update really make my day :)

Item 9

Sebenarnya tengah mengantuk lagi ni.

Woke up at 9.30, pastu pi online tak hengat pulak.

Almaklumla, waktu camni agak mulia kot tenet.

Pengajian Islam settle, Stats settle untuk my part for this week.

Yang tinggal nihongo & PIM punya report.

Guess I'll do at one task per day rate la kot after this.

Yang penting come Thursday night, everything's done.

Tak bole beriang-gumbira berlebih2an pulak nanti masa event bebudak tu kalau keje tak siap haha.

Plus, running out of ink for my printer la plak yesterday.

Haish, bole pulak time nak print esemen tu baru nak abes.

So nak tanak have to finish the report earlier so that I can pass it to Ms. W for printing.

Hmm, can't shake the feeling that I still have more things to do.

Tapi tatau apa.

Susah jadi orang terlebih makan semut ni T__T

Item 8

Baru habis membaca Langit Tetap Biru karya Syud.

Seperti biasa, tak mengecewakan.
Sesuai dengan jiwa gitu hahaha.
Dahla Syud pun comel :)



Alkisah LTB..

SPOILER ALERT!




Zahra ni a lady in late 20s yang kerja semua memang stable dah la, yang takde partner in life jek.
Dulu masa zaman dia tengah buat matriks, dia ada la suka dengan mamat sorang ni, batch sama tapi kelas lain.
But then, mamat tu pi couple dengan kawan Zahra, Hana (kawan biasa jek pong, bukan best friend), jadinya dia ni just jadi pemerhati dari jauh je la.
Mamat tu pun (oh, nama dier Fikri) tatau pun akan kewujudan Zahra ni (cik RAN, get me? Zara ngan Fikri! wahahahahaha)
About 10 years later, as fate plays it, dorang ni terserempak balik.
Zahra ni masa zaman matriks tu dulu pernah tulis cerita yang gunakan nama Fikri as hero dia.
Fikri ni pulak masa tengah buat degree pernah terjumpa cerita yang Zahra post sebab dia google nama sendiri (how cute is he! LOL).
Disebabkan plot cerita yang Zahra tulis jadi cam lebih kurang dengan kisah dia dengan Hana, yang by this time dah jadi ex, dengan nama hero pun sejibik nama dia, Fikri ni jadi cam intrigued la dengan penulis cerita tu.
So he emailed her (by this time dia tatau lagi Zahra yang tulis).
Zahra yang still ingat lagi dengan Fikri ni terkejut bila cek inbox Yahoo yang berzaman dah tak bukak tu(another point yang bole relate, don't we all prefer g over y these days? :P), dia nampak emel dr Fikri, and she replied.
Nak dipendekkan cerita, bila Fikri siasat (googled her email address, found out they belong to the same batch during matriculation days, and he found her blog!), dia teringat yg dia pernah terjumpa sekali dgn Zahra, yang masa tu he knew as "best friend Hana", sebab Hana cakap ngan Fikri camtu.
Jadinya dia cam ingat Hana la yang story semua kisah dorang kat Zahra, padahal Zahra reka je kot cerita yang dia tulis tu, so Fikri ni pun send email kat Zahra cakap you won't be hearing from me anymore.


Eh cop, tetiba malas dah la pulak nak tulis.
Siapa nak tau pi baca sendirik la hahaha.
Carik buku Damai keluaran Jemari Seni.

Part paling best n boleh relate masa dekat2 nak habis tu.
Bila Hamzah tanya Fikri kenapa dia boleh stalk si Zahra.

Because you want to know more, which equals to you care enough.

It's good that I don't do stalking anymore hahahaha.

Item 7

Ada kawan tanya, kenapa tak delete e-mails dalam inbox dan biar sampai mencecah ribu-raban unread mails sume itu?




Aku cakap, "sebab semua tu sejarah idup yang cover dari zaman KPMIM sampailah skarang. Dari 2006 punya cerita semua tersimpan dalam tu".




Sebenarnya malas nak delete kot.




*Larikkk*

Item 6

Balik esok? lusa?

A~ah talk about lusa.

Bole imagine dah kot ayat ustaz.

"Majoriti dapat 10 ke bawah untuk test."

That's why I said I never even got a B for any subjects with the word "Islam" as its name.

Tapi ada yang salah faham ingat penulis cakap tak pernah dapat B tu maksudnya penulis selalu dapat A.

No lah, I mean selalunya dapat C dan ke bawah hahahahaha

Tu belum masuk part statistik lagi.

I hope my part for the presentation nanti will be something that I can understand.

So scary lah.

Em, pasal event untuk PIM masih tak boleh legakan diri lagi.

Dengan full report lagi. Weh aku tak larat nak buat sengsorang semua. So memang kena bahagi2 kot tulis tu.

Haish, bila oh bila boleh setel.

When I think of all the "IFs" and the "COULD HAVE BEENs" starting from the time si P dok tangguh nak pass proposal yang kengkonon almost done tu, sakit hati kot haha.
Sebab tu orang cakap tak elok guna "IF" dan fikir "COULD HAVE BEEN" punya hal ni kan.

Arghh tulis ni pun dah buat penulis punye suhu badan naik jek.

Let's move on to next topic pla.

A punye mesej kelmarin penulis tak reply2 lagi kot.
Hope she and her family can have a good Easter Day this year.
First time in 4 years for her to celebrate it.

Oh oh.
Pastu entah apa motif semalam lepas penat2 berjalan sepanjang hari tu boleh mimpi kisah panjang2 macam drama during sleep time.
Makin penat kot jadinye.

Nasib baik hari ni dah boleh guna internet umah yang down for the last 3 days.
Boleh tukarkan negative energy jadi positif haha.

Thank you Castle! Thank you Bones! Now I'm off to exchange more energies with The Mentalist LOL.

Eh lupa. Thank you Rinne jugak.

My sister recommended me a good stuff this time :)

Item 5

Have to bear another hectic week.
(hectic ke?)


Things to be done from 29/3 - 2/4 :
1) Arrive safely
2) Study PI
3) Edit resume
4) Write minute for previous meetings (my my, I guess being a secretary is so not my field)
5) Collect data for stats
6) Discuss and write up that training module thingy for I/O
7) Discuss and distribute tasks for PI
8) Event tu nanti aku kena buat apa entah? Tolong susun kerusi? Angkat barang?

Item 4

FP Polar Bear Teether for Marsya from Huimei yi & Chanuo yi.

With my limited experience with babies,

(paling2 teruk pun just susukan or tidurkan je kot.
tu pun brapa tahun lepas ntah.
Safwan dah siap boleh jaga adik dia lagi skarang.)

I don't know what to get actually.

Clothes are too common and bottles are big no-no (support susu ibu weh!).

My sister suggested diapers, but hey, we don't know what kind of brand she's comfortable with.

It's much better for us to send cash instead of diapers, no?

But that would make it seems like the parents can't support their own child pulak.


So in the end, I opted for baby teether, since she's approaching her 3rd month soon.

Next in list, hmm, maybe baby knee pads or some toys?

Dunno yet, kena rajin buat research ni.

Lagi susah dari esemen kot haha.


Sekian.

Item 3

I have major problem in accepting failure(s)!
Ye la, sebenarnya unconsciously lama dah sedar.
Tapi bila buat balik satu test personality ni, sekali terkeluar result "you're afraid of failure".
Adeh, betul la dah tu.
Ate katenye bergelar ajk kelab orang hampeh semalaya.

In theory, I am not suppose to be like that cause I've faced too many failures to know that failures' are good for the soul.
It helps keep your feet firmly planted on the ground.
It makes you feel humble.
So, why in reality I'm so afraid of failure?
Why why why?

Mari kita menganalisa sikit.

Kisah asyik gagal tanpa henti dulu @ berada di bahagian bawah roda terjadi masa "age of darkness".
Kisah baru jatuh pointer pada kadar sikit2 tapi dengan konsisten setiap semester terjadi masa "age of whatever".

Age of darkness - penulis langsung tak amek pot.
Attitude masa tu ~ apa nak jadi, jadi lah. aku pedulik apa. memang apa2 pun life aku sucks.

Age of whatever - ptptpu. mara. umur makin meningkat. pressure. rasa terlebih kompetitif dalam hal yang tak sepatutnya.
Attitude sekarang ~ waa matilah kalau tak pass. waa kenapa dorang dapat. waa die die die. nak cuba handle program sendiri pun tanak tanak tanak, takut fail program tu (padahal belum try langsung kot masa tu).

Jadi kita boleh buat kesimpulan yang lagi tinggi risiko, lagi banyak benda kena pertaruhkan, lagi takut penulis akan kegagalan.

Perlukah penulis kembali ke age of darkness untuk hidup lebih simple dan tak kompleks?
Atau adakah penulis perlu mencari dan membaca buku2 motivasi diri untuk mengenalpasti cara2 menghadapi kegagalan dengan senyuman?

Ah.
Life oh life.

Sekian.

Item 2

Malam tadi penulis layan cerita "Magerarenai Onna", episod 5.
Tak kisahlah orang kata cerita tipikal ke apa ke.
For me I enjoy the interactions between the characters.

(o-kay. ngakulah. bias sebab suka tengok Miho Kanno ngan Shosuke Tanihara berlakon. & Hiromi Nagasaku seriyes cute banget for a 40 y.o lady)

Sedang menonton adegan Riko melecture Saki pasal friendship ni, keluarlah satu statement yang selalu orang dok gaduhkan selama ni.

Riko cakap,

"perempuan & lelaki mana boleh berkawan baik."

Penulis pun went like,

"ehhhhhhhhhhh~"


Bole je kot.
Asal pihak2 terlibat tahu batas memasing.
Rasanya lagi best kot.
Cuma tak bole nak buat lawak kurang sopan tahap petala ke 7 yang girls selalu buat bila bersama2 dorang je la kan hahaha.

Bak kata watak lakonan Hyunyoung dalam Bad Family, Bukyung, lebey kurang ginila...

"Aku kawan dier. Sampai mati pun aku kawan dier. Ko kahwin dengan dier kalau bercerai nanti memang dinamik relationship dah tak sama kot."

Idk.
I do value friendship more.
But then, that because I don't have any other kind of relationship to compare with LOL.

Sekian.

Item 1

First of all,
blog yang banyak merepek meraban dulu masih wujud,
cuma kewujudannya setakat kat sebalik tabir je la sekarang ni.

Motif tetiba create baru punye blog guna address lama?
takde pape motif.
Tetiba terasa nak buat camtu.
Hey, that's who I am.
I'm spontaneous (ye ye o jek).

Haa, apa mende ntah nak menceceh.
Aa ok.

Hari ni I went through Jdramas community @ LJ to look for something fun to watch.
Been down with high fever for few days.
So when I finally up for good,
I need my dose of TV series la pulak hehe.
Saw a request for Love Story in Shanghai to be uploaded from one of the members.
A~~ahh.. seeing the title really brings back the memories during a period of time I always refer as "the age of darkness".
I realize that during that time, all I watched was heavy stuff.
Drama, wars, deaths.
Patutla condition menjadi teruk dengan kadar yang pantas masa tu.
Dan patutla jugak sekarang ni asyik elak dr cerita2 yang memberatkan kepala dan sarat dengan mesej itu.
Funny how it took 10 years for me to notice this little fact.

Oh oh!
Pastu tadi tertengok separuh rancangan Dato' Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah tu.
Mende ntah nama rancangan dier.
Tapi topik pasal aura la.
Yang best masa dier jawab soalan dari viewer pasal kawan2 ni.
Jawapan Dato'..

"Siapa kawan2 kita, itulah kita. Kalau kita baik, kawan2 kita pun baiklah. Kalau tak baik, minta maaf cakaplah, tapi macam tu jugaklah kawan2 kita".

Lebey kurang camtula jawapan dier.

So penulis yang bermulut takde insurans ni pun bercakapla kat mak dier yang ada sekali tengok.

"Kalau camtu, kawan2 saya semua jahat la ni. Sebab saya jahat. Mwahaha".


(matila iols kena smash dgn kawan2)
Kekeke.


Sebenarnya episod yang tertengok tadi tu ulangan jek.
Bila dengar cakap topik next one pasal mencari jodoh, terus "haaaaaaaaa bila bila bila?".


Sungguh tak bole bla penulis ini.

Sekian.


P.S.
Na, bersederhanalah dalam tergila2kan You're Beautiful itu.
Make it last longer than mine. Hee hee.