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I think I write better when there's limit. Ya know, like 140 characters per tweet?

What am I doing starting off an entry with crap like this? orz

Any~ways, today is 26 Ramadhan 1433. 3 more days left before Eid ul-Fitr. 

To be honest I'm not feeling the festive spirit.

It's prolly due to the fact that I'm not going back to my kampung this year.

2 things set me back from returning to Pekan; 

1) There's a stray cat who was knocked down by a car/motorcycle (no idea which) and in need of care since he can't consume food on his own. Everyone else MUST be at our hometown. Hmmph.

2) I still got no job (by choice, I assure you) and I'm not going to ruin my day(s) hearing my relatives talk about how this person is going to get married, that person has a stable job, and stuff. You get the drift.

The thing about numero due (2) is, I really don't know what I want to do with my life.

My friends either choose to further their studies (2 are on fast-track PhD programmes) or doing things that are totally unrelated to what we've learned at school.

As someone who's both a patient who used to visit the psychiatrist & a former student of psychology (albeit in I/O), I have seen my share of stuff that cause me to swear off from being a practicing psychologist. The fact that I'm not really a good liar seals my future (no psycho thingy!).

Which is why I don't feel like furthering my studies for now. I need to find something else that I'm passionate about. I think my parents are kind of disappointed when they heard that my friends are doing their PhD while I refuse to do the same despite having the qualification.

And work....can I have a job without interview, please? I'm so terrible with interpersonal communication. But I can be a real good worker. I don't even mind if I have to do boring admin stuff. I like boring stuff. Heck, my life is boring! I think it's because I have enough "excitement" when I was younger. Now my heart can't bear it anymore :\