The sun sets.
The moon peeks.
The stars dim.
And the sky cries.

realization

I came to this realization on why I never really give my best for anything while I was watching a variety show on TV.

It's because if I gave my 100% effort and the outcome is nada/bleh/hampeh, I won't accept it as "takde rezeki".
Instead, I would blame myself 100% for not giving my 101% >_<

If I limit my effort: example of my case would be "I'll read the damn thing thrice and I'll leave the rest to Him", at least I can accept it as fate since I've spent some "energy" ^^

I actually forgot that I'm this kind of person, can you believe that?

It's so damn simple I couldn't understand why I can't think of this sooner.

I guess this is how I function so that I can protect my heart XD

I know, I'm crazy!

Saya nak laki macam Sunjoon, tapi nak muka macam Joongki/Ahin. (plagiat ayat fa, tukar nama jek keke)
Saya rasa saya memang ada soft spot untuk orang macam SJ, sebab orang macam SJ ni sememangnye mengajar saya erti kesabaran.
Saya harap SJ tak jadi overprotective sangat, sebab cukuplah saya ada mak pak yang overprotective lalala.
Ceh! Berangan tak boleh blah kan.

Saya suka jugak Jaeshin, tapi someone like JS is too much to handle. Ko emo, aku pun emo, dah tu hari2 beremo2an la kite ye. Dah la lambat bertindak, padahal dier yang tau banyak benda dari awal. Duh.

Walaupun Yongha sangat cumil, tapi orang macam dier buat saya break down je sebab hari2 kena makan hati tengok perangai tak semenggah dier.


Hmm, kalau tak dapat seperti yang di paragraph 1 tu kan, dapat someone macam Jeremy dengan muka Yonghwa bole gak wakakaka *larikkkkkkkk*


P.S. Siot jek 1 chapter pun tak lepas2 nak stadi. Serial procrastinator giler!

moyan mamat2 macho n jelita

saye nak meroyan pasal jaeshin jugak~
tp jaeshin da ramai peminat.
saye nak meroyan pasal yongha~
yongha pun da ramai bini.
saye nak meroyan pasal sunjoon la kalo gitu kot.
time2 org tgh busy kutuk dier bodo ni la bole amek peluang kan kekeke
takpun saye nak meroyan pasal yeonhee~
tapi karang kene cop lesbo plak. lalalala
dah dah, sambung stadi. 3 chapters lg. chaiyok!

Scandal

Twitter is so not good for my mental health.
Gatal jek tangan nak mengupdate semua menda sampai terlupa pasal betape bahayanye sharing is caring dgn overnye kat tenet ni ><

On the other hand, I'm in love.
Nope, more like in lust ROFLMAO.
Kenape wujud laki yg jauh lebey jelita dr pompuan?
Kenape wujud laki yg kulit lagi gebus dr pompuan?
Ai sangat-sangat dengki hokkay, Joongki oppa.
Yoochun ai tak heran sangat dr segi appearance.
Heard that he's a witty, playful, naughty, sly guy tho.
Ahin, wot a sexy lips and gorgeous expressive eyes he has. 

It's kinda tickles when I read Joongki's comment on how he should play Gul-oh, Ahin should play Garang, and Yoochun should play Yeorim LOL. Perfect terover kalau ikut personaliti, tp ikut rupe tak sesuai kakaka.

Crap, I really should be studying instead of rambling aimlessly XD
God, help me to focus solely on my studies T_T