Item 13

Cinderella Unni really reminds me of Piano (the one with Kim Haneul, Go Soo, Jo Insung).

The conflicts within a family tops the romance part.

The father who love every one of his children despite not being related by blood.

The children who can't get along on the surface, but in reality they do care about each other.

The almost impossible romantic relationship between the leads due to their circumstances.

Those tear-jerking moments that they seem to have in every episode.

Not to mention, tragic death(s), misunderstandings and more misunderstandings.

The reason why I like both is because I can relate with the characters, they're realistically built with real human beings as its models.

Take Eun-Jo for example.
I can deeply sympathize with her because I understand how she feels.
I really do.
She's the type of person who is afraid to show her real feelings because it makes her vulnerable, she feels like she'll risk a lot if she shows that she care.
Thus, she employs the "cruel to be kind" attitude towards people.

I hope the similarities between these 2 dramas stop here.
I don't want a similar ending.
I was bawling my eyes out after Piano finished.
And I think I shed enough tears to last for years because of CU.

Item 12

Episod 21 Castle macam sambungan daripada Episod 18 kot.
Macam out of pace pulak kalau 21 tu sambungan 20.

In ep 21, Castle said, "2 weeks ago, I saved your life, twice."

Takkan la in the space of 2 weeks tu 2 cases occurred and successfully settled kot?
Plus dengan relationship Castle & pelakon tu lagi in episode 19/20.
During that time dia takda pulak fikir perasaan Beckett, selamba jek lagi.
Memang macam momentum lari gila kot dari ep 18 bila tgk ep 19 & 20.
But still, nasib baik masih enjoyable lagi season 2 ni hehe.

Off to watch The Mentalist latest eppy plak :)

Item 11

Berkecamuk sekali perasaan.
Sampai hati dorang tak bagitau pun dorang dapat interview untuk UITM.
Kalau tak tanya memang tatau kottt.
Tapi seronok untuk dorang sebab dapat chance tu, bukan senang nak dapat duit MARA skarang.
Hope dorang lepas interview tu dgn jayanya.
At the same time, I guess this means we aren't that good friends anymore eh.
Dah kena excluded from the group hahahaha.
It's okay, less is better.
Easier to control, harder to get heartache.
But still, rasa kesut jugaklah hati.
Banyak pulak jadi peristiwa kawan2 kecewakan diri ni lately.
Ahhhhh nak kembali ke 5 tahun lepas can ar?

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Sebenarnya apa yg diperkatakan kat kawan-kawan ditujukan kat diri sendiri jugak.

Dah-dah lah fikir pasal mende dah jadi.

Sama-samalah kita ye.

Minta maaf sebab ayat yang keluar macam kejam.

Didn't mean it that way.


Anyway,
hari ni sambung belajar pasal hal2 nikah & rumahtangga lagi masa subjek Pengajian Islam.

A friend (Ms. F) asked, "berapa banyak budget ko untuk kawen nnt".

I told her, "aku nak nikah kat masjid je. takmo hantaran, takmo kenduri."

Ms. F : ko biar betul? wah jimatlah. aku rasa kalau aku kurang-kurang 10k kot.

Aku : *senyum* duit 10k tu baiklah buat down payment rumah ke drpd buat kenduri besar2.

Ms. F : betul betul. buat beli kereta ke kan.

Aku : *senyum lagi*


Ceh, padahal hakikatnye rasa tak layak pun nak mendirikan masjid hahaha (kalau ada rezeki pun I still want to make it as simple as possible. We have to be practical woh).
Which is why bila orang tanya I always say - you get married first, then I'll follow *sambil gelak2*

Jadi sesi luah perasaan la pulak ye entri yang kengkonon asalnya nak tulis pendek je ni.

I dunno, I think I know myself too well.
Even I myself am scared of myself, ni kan plak orang lain kan.
Ada meh yang boleh stand orang yang unpredictable lagi panas baran ni?
Payah kot.
Sebab tu lah macam jadi takut komitmen kot.
Takut amek risiko, pastu hati berkecai.
Ate katenye motto hidup pun - "mei you qi wang jiu bu hui shi wang"

Like what a friend told me, "ko tu bila nampak orang dah treat ko lain macam, ko terus jauhkan diri kan."
What a wise lady.

I like being friends, walaupun bound to get hurt sometimes, tapi sebab nama pun kawan, you'll do whatever it takes to get over it.

Kalau lebih dari kawan, I don't think I can do that.
Silap2 hal kecik pun boleh jadi punca retak forever.
Ala, macam dalam novel2 melayu tuuu.
Salah faham sikit jek, tapi melarat2 jadik 4-5 tahun tak setel2 hahaha.

To conclude,
sepertimana kata result kuiz yang baru dibuat kat facebook tadi,
"I don't need love for the time being"

Hey, but I need my family and friends okay.


P.S. Ms Nurul sangat sweet. Status yang Ms update really make my day :)

Item 9

Sebenarnya tengah mengantuk lagi ni.

Woke up at 9.30, pastu pi online tak hengat pulak.

Almaklumla, waktu camni agak mulia kot tenet.

Pengajian Islam settle, Stats settle untuk my part for this week.

Yang tinggal nihongo & PIM punya report.

Guess I'll do at one task per day rate la kot after this.

Yang penting come Thursday night, everything's done.

Tak bole beriang-gumbira berlebih2an pulak nanti masa event bebudak tu kalau keje tak siap haha.

Plus, running out of ink for my printer la plak yesterday.

Haish, bole pulak time nak print esemen tu baru nak abes.

So nak tanak have to finish the report earlier so that I can pass it to Ms. W for printing.

Hmm, can't shake the feeling that I still have more things to do.

Tapi tatau apa.

Susah jadi orang terlebih makan semut ni T__T

Item 8

Baru habis membaca Langit Tetap Biru karya Syud.

Seperti biasa, tak mengecewakan.
Sesuai dengan jiwa gitu hahaha.
Dahla Syud pun comel :)



Alkisah LTB..

SPOILER ALERT!




Zahra ni a lady in late 20s yang kerja semua memang stable dah la, yang takde partner in life jek.
Dulu masa zaman dia tengah buat matriks, dia ada la suka dengan mamat sorang ni, batch sama tapi kelas lain.
But then, mamat tu pi couple dengan kawan Zahra, Hana (kawan biasa jek pong, bukan best friend), jadinya dia ni just jadi pemerhati dari jauh je la.
Mamat tu pun (oh, nama dier Fikri) tatau pun akan kewujudan Zahra ni (cik RAN, get me? Zara ngan Fikri! wahahahahaha)
About 10 years later, as fate plays it, dorang ni terserempak balik.
Zahra ni masa zaman matriks tu dulu pernah tulis cerita yang gunakan nama Fikri as hero dia.
Fikri ni pulak masa tengah buat degree pernah terjumpa cerita yang Zahra post sebab dia google nama sendiri (how cute is he! LOL).
Disebabkan plot cerita yang Zahra tulis jadi cam lebih kurang dengan kisah dia dengan Hana, yang by this time dah jadi ex, dengan nama hero pun sejibik nama dia, Fikri ni jadi cam intrigued la dengan penulis cerita tu.
So he emailed her (by this time dia tatau lagi Zahra yang tulis).
Zahra yang still ingat lagi dengan Fikri ni terkejut bila cek inbox Yahoo yang berzaman dah tak bukak tu(another point yang bole relate, don't we all prefer g over y these days? :P), dia nampak emel dr Fikri, and she replied.
Nak dipendekkan cerita, bila Fikri siasat (googled her email address, found out they belong to the same batch during matriculation days, and he found her blog!), dia teringat yg dia pernah terjumpa sekali dgn Zahra, yang masa tu he knew as "best friend Hana", sebab Hana cakap ngan Fikri camtu.
Jadinya dia cam ingat Hana la yang story semua kisah dorang kat Zahra, padahal Zahra reka je kot cerita yang dia tulis tu, so Fikri ni pun send email kat Zahra cakap you won't be hearing from me anymore.


Eh cop, tetiba malas dah la pulak nak tulis.
Siapa nak tau pi baca sendirik la hahaha.
Carik buku Damai keluaran Jemari Seni.

Part paling best n boleh relate masa dekat2 nak habis tu.
Bila Hamzah tanya Fikri kenapa dia boleh stalk si Zahra.

Because you want to know more, which equals to you care enough.

It's good that I don't do stalking anymore hahahaha.

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Ada kawan tanya, kenapa tak delete e-mails dalam inbox dan biar sampai mencecah ribu-raban unread mails sume itu?




Aku cakap, "sebab semua tu sejarah idup yang cover dari zaman KPMIM sampailah skarang. Dari 2006 punya cerita semua tersimpan dalam tu".




Sebenarnya malas nak delete kot.




*Larikkk*

Item 6

Balik esok? lusa?

A~ah talk about lusa.

Bole imagine dah kot ayat ustaz.

"Majoriti dapat 10 ke bawah untuk test."

That's why I said I never even got a B for any subjects with the word "Islam" as its name.

Tapi ada yang salah faham ingat penulis cakap tak pernah dapat B tu maksudnya penulis selalu dapat A.

No lah, I mean selalunya dapat C dan ke bawah hahahahaha

Tu belum masuk part statistik lagi.

I hope my part for the presentation nanti will be something that I can understand.

So scary lah.

Em, pasal event untuk PIM masih tak boleh legakan diri lagi.

Dengan full report lagi. Weh aku tak larat nak buat sengsorang semua. So memang kena bahagi2 kot tulis tu.

Haish, bila oh bila boleh setel.

When I think of all the "IFs" and the "COULD HAVE BEENs" starting from the time si P dok tangguh nak pass proposal yang kengkonon almost done tu, sakit hati kot haha.
Sebab tu orang cakap tak elok guna "IF" dan fikir "COULD HAVE BEEN" punya hal ni kan.

Arghh tulis ni pun dah buat penulis punye suhu badan naik jek.

Let's move on to next topic pla.

A punye mesej kelmarin penulis tak reply2 lagi kot.
Hope she and her family can have a good Easter Day this year.
First time in 4 years for her to celebrate it.

Oh oh.
Pastu entah apa motif semalam lepas penat2 berjalan sepanjang hari tu boleh mimpi kisah panjang2 macam drama during sleep time.
Makin penat kot jadinye.

Nasib baik hari ni dah boleh guna internet umah yang down for the last 3 days.
Boleh tukarkan negative energy jadi positif haha.

Thank you Castle! Thank you Bones! Now I'm off to exchange more energies with The Mentalist LOL.

Eh lupa. Thank you Rinne jugak.

My sister recommended me a good stuff this time :)